This is just another way to express what most of the time I can't, my emotions. Been through a lot and would not change anything if I could; I am who I am thanks to those experiences. I am somehow still here undamaged or at least full of hope, trust and able to love yet again!!!
Saturday, May 7, 2011
it is raining again or better yet is pouring. i remain calm while the water makes sure every inch of my body is wet, i do not react , i merely stand there and just letting the water be.
at other times i would of run for cover, or simply enjoy the water under protection, for now, as of now im letting myself be all wet, i do not care because lately i feel lifeless.
and so, is raining. i feel the rain is a sign of all the tears that fail to come out of me, the tears that i've been holding back and that for some reason i kept inside.
its raining outside, its pouring inside of me and for reasons personal to me i am allowing myself to drown, to just be still and not react to what i know could be a dangerous road but here is my reasoning, it is raining, i am getting wet but soon the sun will come and i will have no other alternative but to enjoy the sun; this may or might not happen but for now is all rain, lets see tomorrow.
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